So, it’s my birthday!!
I haven’t blogged in a good few days because things have been kind of hectic and I just haven’t had the time. Those of you that read my previous posts, I was supposed to be spending my birthday in Finland. Plans have changed and personal problems have lead to me and my partner having to cancel our trip. It’s a bit of a bummer as we were both so excited, but things happen and we just have to move on.
So I’m not doing anything major today. I know it’s my 21st and I’ve tried to get myself excited for it but I’m just not. There’s something about birthdays that just don’t sit right with me. I love celebrating other people’s, but when it comes to mine I’d rather just spend the day in bed and not see anyone. I hate the attention and nothing makes my stomach drop more than the thought of being sung to in front of large amounts of people. It sounds so petty but I literally hate it, I always have. I go bright red and get so embarrassed and I hate all of the attention.
Although I don’t like birthdays, I’m trying to be positive today. I’m spending the day with Kieran, lounging about and doing nothing then my parents are picking me up later so we can go for a meal. That’s the perfect kind of birthday for me, a small family meal with no fuss. Just good food and lots of laughs!
This is kind of a rushed post to let you all know that I am still here, just very busy at the minute and I’ll try and get back to blogging as soon as I find the time!!